Trying to be positive

I know they say

"It's okay to be sad,

And to be vulnerable"

Now let me tell you my fears

I am on another war

I have seen this one coming

Sometimes it's hard

To get my fears under control

I'm trying to play with my strength though

I know I feel weak sometimes

But I'm not fighting alone this time

My friends got my back

I shall do my best, too

My very best

Now please

Give me the supporting words that I needed

I also need my sword

Clean and sharp

It's very hard to fight with bare hands

Wish me good luck

And don't pity me

I don't need your worries

I need your smile instead

To make me strong