Let's talk about our fears

Let's talk about our fears
Let's be pessimistic for once
It's okay to be vulnerable they say
But at what cost?
Our insecurities, they're valid too
In some way
I'm afraid I might lose my sight
I'm afraid of going through so much pain
All the people that I love
They're not mine
One day they will all gone
All the money that I have
They don't belong to me
I don't even own myself
Nor my dreams
I'm so helpless
Nobody got my back
Nobody takes care of me
Nobody actually cares, that I
I've been so alone most of the time
I've been struggling, alone
Nobody understands
When people finally came to my life and bring the light that I needed
They don't know just how much they mean to me
I can't stress this enough
I'd rather lose myself
I feel so poor in life
I no longer believe in God
I only have myself to save me
I might give up one day
And there would be no me
I'd be dead, or worse
I'd be forgotten
I'm just sad right know
Very sad, actually